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Gone
I can't believe this,
Doin' what I said I'd never do
All because I was lying here
Thinking about you
I had a hard choice to make
And if you were lying, or trying to make amends
It was really fucked what you said,
"I don't love you anymore, I just wanna be friends."
That hurt me for real Kristin,
It hurt me real deep
So I held my object up,
Light glinting off the teeth
You took my will to live Krickit,
You were the spice to my life
Some say I lived by the sword,
And yet I die by this knife?
I close my eyes
As I insert the tip
A small grin comes to my face
As I bite my lower lip
I let out a great sigh,
Relief washing over like a flood.
I feel the warm, sticky wetness now,
The strange metallic scent of blood.
I never got to hold you,
Or feel your hand in mine.
Though I could've ended this quickly
with a Gat or a Nine
I sure hope this reaches you,
That your plan's gone awry.
Now there's nobody to care for me,
Nobody to even cry.
I wanted to prolong my suffering,
To show how much I care
Though this pain alone
I can certainly bear
Incisions, there are many,
Covering almost every vein,
My limbs are feeling leaden now
And there's almost no pain.
I didn't leave a suicide note
On the floor, or by the bed,
I figured I'd be original,
So it's carved in my arms instead.
It doesn't say "I Love You."
I didn't call you a "cheating whore"
It's just simply your name,
Carved 50 times or more.
I'd much rather face this,
Then trudge this dark world alone
There's only one word to describe me now ...
Gone.
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Trainwreck
